Deep Confessions Thread (THIS IS IMPORTANT TO ME GUYS)

[Graceland]

1: Meeting new people gives me such an awkward-feeling, most likely cos i never know what i should be talking about with them, or how they'll react to what i say, so i'm a pretty quiet person in reality

2: My memory is probably some of the worst existing, for like 50% of the things being said to me, unless it actually has it's importance, i'll forget literally 1-2seconds later. And to be honest, it annoys me >.<

3: Lazy, is probably THE most fitting word for me. Not that i don't help or anything like that, BUT, i got the habit of trying to lie down or sit down where-ever its possible, and i like to do quite alot of things the "easy way" (It's not because my legs are overly weak or that i'm fat, don't get that idea).

4: I like drama aswell. Drama is the kind of movies im REALLY into, and i seriously don't know why. I'm watching a bunch of Shoujo romance animes, and i've basicly teared up quite the bit atleast once or twice in everyone of em. I like the fact of how people think of eachother, how some relationships develops, and in general: How people are handling romance.

5: My own romance: I've been told around 5 times now, that i'm too damn obvious with who i have a crush on, and that even if i try to hide it, it's visible miles away.

6: My expressions, are pretty much just "never-ending happy"... It practically takes me to be REALLY sick, and quite the bunch of bitchy comments at the same time, just to make me mad for 2mins. I've never actually been mad for over 10mins on my friends, and i'm doing nearly everything i'm told... Ask me to throw something out for ya, and i'll do it.

7: Even tho i'm basicly a "happy-fellow", i got some of the most screwed thoughts ever. For example, i've always wanted to know how different feelings was, like the feeling after you've killed someone, the feeling of nearly dying yourself, and such.. (Not just about death/wierd feelings).

I think that's probably the most embarrasing things about me >.<

[kanisawa]

Oh, this thread. <3

[Shikamaru Nara]

Originally Posted by Anti-Charger

This sounds like fun in some sorta way, anyway here are a few about me!

1. I am a very negative person: I'll most likely see the bad side to anything and everything.
2. I am a hypochondriac: Meaning I think I'm sick or there's something wrong with me when I'm absolutely fine.
3. I watch and absolutely LOVE My Little Pony:Friendship is Magic: Pretty obvious.
4. I have a hugeass crush on my Maths Tutor: I don't have her anymore, but I am waiting for the time we meet again, it's so crazy, but she is so amazing.
5. I love to draw: It's the bestest hobby EVER!

is your tutor like uber hot or what?

[Maikeru D. Shinigami]

I go swimming in the winter and don't wear jackets or long pants even when the temperature gets down into the 10s or 20s (Fahrenheit). It doesn't get any lower than that in Florida.

[CrackFat]

How deep is deep?
I mean, really deep? That might ruin my image.

1. I am a naive optimist
No matter what happens, I always feel like it'll work out somehow. This can be considered both a bad and a good thing.

2. I often don't feel like "living"
Not that I want to kill myself, it's not like that. But I feel like my life will never be the way I want it to be. I will never acquire the amount of freedom I feel I need, after school I'll be trapped working for the rest of my days. Of course there'll be spare time, but it won't be enough. I want to travel the world, I want to enjoy the warm afternoons of summer, I want to spend time doing what I love. It's like I'm moving forward, but I'm standing still at the same time. Like I'm stuck in one place and I'll never get out of it. I've decided that, for now, I'll see where it all takes me. If I don't like it, and there's no way out, I could just quit.
This is just my view, I need no help correcting it.

3. I am uncomfortable with physical contact
Just like it says, I really don't feel comfortable hugging someone or kissing their cheek on their birthday. Even shaking hands feels slightly weird to me. Yet at the same time I love it when someone touches me, gives me a hug just for the heck of it, but I am just so awkward and uncomfortable in returning such gestures.

4. I fear people leaving me
I never know when to think of someone as a true friend, since many friends in the past have betrayed or left me I've developed this paranoia over it.
Even though I know my best friend will be there for me no matter what, I always fear her growing tired of me and moving on. I remember going through a major depression when I was 13, it was jump started by my horse being sent to the slaughter house without me knowing, and my best friend at the time just "dumped" me because, and I quote " I never smiled anymore and that bored her".

5. I hate today's kids
I really hate them, I hate how they're awfully rude, FAT and lazy. They all have Blackberries or Iphones at the age of 10 and they wear clothing and make up like they're 16. They talk about sex and boys far too early and UGH they PISS me OFF. They flaunt their expensive clothes and gadgets as if they earned them themselves, which upsets me because I know they didn't have to to sheet to get them. Mommy and daddy worked for everything they brag about.

6. Contrary to popular believe, I really am a far too nice person
I love to mess with people, but I hate to hurt them. I have a hard time saying "no" to someone, and feel like I need to be everyone's friend far too often.
I don't care for popularity, it doesn't mean anything, but I do care about friendship. I hate how people often just assume I'm stupid or " never serious" as they have often put it, just because I make them laugh. However I do love to make people laugh nonetheless. I hardly dislike anyone, until they give me reason to.
But, friendly or not, I stick to being honest. A trait that isn't always appreciated.

7. I cry easily
At movies, books or watching something bad happen. I weep. I was paired with a friend of mine in English class once, we had to reenact a phone call. She was very bad at English, so when she got stuck she started to panic and cry. Her distress made me feel so sad for her that I myself started to cry. I wasn't sad, I just felt really bad for her.
This doesn't mean I'm a weak person, just means that I emphasize with others far too much.

[Merechan]

Ah... here's one. I like subtly provoking people just to see their reaction, and then making it look like they attacked me. Especially when the topic is religion.

[moonwatcher]

emotions
I'm not very good at showing mine. Something i need to work on i know. :/ =)

To qoute a lyric from a song-

*Imprisoned, inside this mind..
hiding behind the empty smiles.*
-KS

[Red]

Ahh, this thread.

Something sort of changed compared to a certain confession I made before.

I don't consider my biological brother a true family member of mine. I don't want to go into explanation, so let's just leave it at that.

[Jonesy]

I lost my virginity a few weeks ago. I am being 100% serious, and to be honest, I don't regret it like I thought I would.

[kakashi uzumaki]

I regret my decision making skillz.....they pretty much suck.
I also confess to have fallen for the grips of love...and now I can't get out =/

[Crystal Marionette]

Here we go!

1) I actually feel nothing when I see someone that bullied others or me get hurt. The only other thing I would feel is joy. If I saw them getting attacked, I'd just fully laugh and make myself look like a sadistic maniac.

2) I used to fear death so much that I'd cry about it. Now I think it's beautiful and I would embrace it if I could.

3) I have so much hate that it's not funny. I think this speaks for itself

4) I usually feel rage but there are times where I feel nothing, like right now. I feel so blank and it's so weird

5) I hate showing weakness. I don't cry in front of others and cover anything like that up with a facade that swears and curses to no end. To top it off, it actually works. It just makes me do it more.

6) I can't stand it when I see others getting bullied. I don't want the victim to end up like me. I just wanna pommel the bastards that do this kind of rubbish.

7) I have so much pride it prevents me from doing so much. You wouldn't see me dead with anyone from my form class. That's a good example, isn't it?

Yep, that's my seven.

[White Zetsu]

heres something im incredibly lazy, so much so that at school, people say i could be a genius if i just tried but i dont even so i do ok
i obsesivly go around turning off lights that annoy me like during the day or if a lights not in the right position
thats about it

[KyuubiAkatsuki]

1. I act really happy and spontaneous with friends but when I'm alone, I tend to feel depressed and kind of down =/

2. Sad movies get to me easily, like The Pursuit of Happiness or I Am Sam, stuff like that. I just start watching it and then tears show up, not major crying or anything but my eyes start to water multiple times during movies like that

3. I'm secretly jealous of my younger brother. He's pretty much better at everything than me and is even taller than me. Just one of those things that really bugs me.

4. The fact that I have no idea what I want to do after high school frightens me beyond belief. I always think that I'm going to end up nowhere and just going to waste my life away.

[Xibitz360]

Yeah, same here with the movies stuff Kyuubi. Or any event like that in general. There's too much going on in the world...it's just...sad.

[katiecutie35]

1. I'm afraid to tell my friends and family how miserable I feel. I just recently moved into my late grandmothers home and I loath it. I was really close to my grandmother before she died and if her passing just wasn't enough my family just didn't have enough money to stay in our home. Our only option was to move into grandmas house and every time I open my eyes all I see is her and its hell.

2. I've never felt healthy and I agonize over it a lot more than anyone knows. I missed so much school from being sick that if I missed any more my parents probably would have been arrested for truancy. I'm home schooled now and only 3 friends stayed with me. I'm lonely and I want to socialize more but I'm either too busy with school, helping my mom or I feel too sick to go any where.

3. I'm not sure how to feel about my biological father. I've only ever seen him in the waiting room of the child support court. He has never made any attempt of talking to me or making contact even if we are only 3 seats away. He hardly ever pays child support and that makes me angry because he makes a ton of money every year! Mom says that yes, he hardly pays child support and yes, he probably wont make contact with me but he never fought for custody or was an on and off dad because he said that it would mess me up. I don't know whether i should thank him or hate him.

4. It makes me angry when people think I'm stupid. Almost everyone I know talks to me like I'm stupid! They say that i didn't realize this or that when I do and when I say that I did they sarcastically say "okay" or "sure you did" It is infuriating!!!

5. I'm afraid or the dark. yup. I'm too paranoid that someone will come and hurt my family to keep rooms completely dark. I cant hurt trespassers if I cant see.

6. I used to cut myself. I used to feel numb and that I couldn't control anything in my life. I didn't feel any pain when I did it and I could control it.

7. I want to help people. I want to be the person people trust with their secrets and I want to always know what to do in any situation. If i don't, i feel absolutely useless.

I have been holding that in for almost 3 years. I really needed to vent and now I feel a lot better.

[Shoukry]

Awww..I can relate to your first confession a lot.
My grandmother passed away recently and I was very close to her also. Now we live in her house since we moved in to help her when she was sick.So now we stay there until we can move.

[katiecutie35]

I'm sorry for your loss I hope you can move out soon and find a wonderful home that you will be very happy in

[TheJaceX]

Wow deep.

[Xibitz360]

Ahem, another confession:

- I nap whenever I have the chance to.


*off to nap, c ya later*

[TheJaceX]

LOL


I sleep surprise



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