a story of an awkard thing

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 03:35 AM

i came to america in the 2nd grade with no friends at all.. recess was sad for me becase i was alone.. no one wanted to talk to a non english speaking boy.. soo from than on i made myself a promise to get as much friends as i could...7thgrade was probibly one of the happiest moments of my life. popular with the ladies, i had the right friends, and i can go out with just about anyone i pick. during this time i tend to hangout alot to keep my reputation up their, i went to the movies with friends hangout in the mal haha looking back i think it was kinda silly how much i cared about it all, but than one day i met this person in my 7th grade math algebra class, he was this realy frail asain guy that was too shy for his own good.. i didnt mind him much but seeing him alone in the corner with no friend got my attention one time.. so i decided to talk to him.. this was a start of a beautiful friendship.. we compited with each other with grades, we join math olympia and compited with each other.. we were the best of friends.. it wasnt long before i gave everything i worked so hard for.. the summer of the end of 7th grade was nothing but misery to me. i though my friend and i would never speak to each other in the 8th garde but 8th grade came with him and i still best friend.. it was excactly the same thing as 7th grade except one thing, he began dating.. when he started dating we started to get into this fight.. there were times were it seems like we this gurl were fighting everyday.. i remember one time where i got mad at him for chating with someone, so he blocked everyone but me.. but than i realized.. this cant be a normal friendship.. for a long time i thought about giving him up but whenever i was about to end our friendship i wasnt able to physically say what i wanted to say.. i knew doing so will hurt me alot but than i realized something, i rather have me hurting than introduce him to "those" kinda stuff.. he was a pure boy who's very playful and caring.. i didnt want anything to dirty that.. so one day i told him i cant be friends with him.. its been four years since then but the feeling still hasnt left.. and sometimes i wonder if it will. its kinda sad because there isnt a day where i havent thought about him.. its true. haha he was the guy that made me question myself about.. well myself haha..

Bacon · 07-27-2010, 03:46 AM

Well, if he was a close freind, you should go talk to him and see if there is any freindship left to salvage.

Kiseki · 07-27-2010, 03:52 AM

Amamzing story. I like your writing style by the way.
I had also a friend who I really liked, but then it just got weird etc.
We also didn't talk anymore. We're two years later now.
And I did miss him and thought of him every single day, just like you do.
The best way to get over it is by what you're doing now.
Don't stuff that feelings away. Talk about him! Really, you'll feel better after that.
If you still can't get over it soon you might better call him or so.
Maybe he has forgotten about it all and is willing to become friends again. Who knows!
Good luck with it dude. It will be okay...

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 04:03 AM

thanks guys.. haha i did try to talk to him.. but theres soo much to the story dudes.. like 8th grade after i told him we couldnt be friends, i befriended this mexican dude.. he was the most popular guy in middle school.. haha safe to say every girl wanted him.. we became good friends, he treated me out ALOT, im not talking about mcdonald, im talking about Dennys and Olive Garden.. dont get me wrong i dind think of this as anything, haha funny story we actually went to the library and had a contest on who could download more "bad" stuff haha he won hands downs.. well to make it short we drank one night and did some pretty bad stuff..i wasnt proud of it and id dint wanna do anything but i couldnt help it at that time.. it spread through out the school somehow..im pretty shure my old freind heard about it.. so he wont talk to me.. i did ask him if i cant have just a minute but he said "im not comfortable talking to you" with that being said to me, i couldnt face him at all.. i mean how could i.. i rather have someone said they hate me rather than not comfortable talking to you because, iono it gets to me somehow. u know? point is he doesnt wanna talk.. although if ever i was gonna i would never do anything bad to him.. id just be friends. i might want something but i don think i can get myself to do anything sexual to him. haha if i did the 4 years i sacrifice would be a waste.. haha

Kiseki · 07-27-2010, 04:38 AM

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but i don think i can get myself to do anything sexual to him.but i don think i can get myself to do anything sexual to him.

What the f... ?!

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 04:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Kiseki

What the f... ?!

haha im just saying i wouldnt do anything bad..

Kiseki · 07-27-2010, 04:45 AM

You're bi or something. I'm confused. Your profile says ur a dude.

Nick Tasogare · 07-27-2010, 05:15 AM

After reading that, I can't help but think you might like him, and feel guilty about it or something to that affect.

Magic · 07-27-2010, 05:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Kiseki

You're bi or something. I'm confused. Your profile says ur a dude.

Yes he must be bisexual, or maybe even gay. He did say he could get the women... so maybe he's second guessing his sexual prefrences.

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 05:47 AM

hhmmm i don know how to reply to that.. i've always seen myself as going to navy in a year or so but that doesnt mean anything i guess.. bleh i don no

Anathema · 07-27-2010, 10:51 AM

Sounds a bit like Sasuke and Naruto + Sai. o____O

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 12:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Anathema

Sounds a bit like Sasuke and Naruto + Sai. o____O

haha i dont see it that way but the whole navy dream thing started out with how i percieved tsunade.. when i grow up i wanna be the best in the medical field.. i thought about where i could fight and still be a medical specialist ---> Navy

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 12:30 PM

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Originally Posted by mrsecret

Are you his only friend? or does he have other friends too?

um in the benning i was but than i introduced him to people. people paid attention to us because we were always together,, track team, math olympia team, outside school.. haha fun memories.

Anathema · 07-27-2010, 01:08 PM

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Originally Posted by SimpleGenin

haha i dont see it that way but the whole navy dream thing started out with how i percieved tsunade.. when i grow up i wanna be the best in the medical field.. i thought about where i could fight and still be a medical specialist ---> Navy

That's a cool ambition.

SimpleGenin · 07-27-2010, 04:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Anathema

That's a cool ambition.

thank you.. kinda wierd but my ambition started with Naruto especially when he said its up to you to make your own destiny. and stop whining about something and just harder.. somthin along those line haha

SimpleGenin · 10-08-2010, 12:44 PM

here u go.

SimpleGenin · 11-07-2010, 09:10 PM

Here u go

07-27-2010, 03:35 AM	#1
SimpleGenin Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Back to Reality Posts: 3,901 Rep Power: 6	a story of an awkard thing i came to america in the 2nd grade with no friends at all.. recess was sad for me becase i was alone.. no one wanted to talk to a non english speaking boy.. soo from than on i made myself a promise to get as much friends as i could...7thgrade was probibly one of the happiest moments of my life. popular with the ladies, i had the right friends, and i can go out with just about anyone i pick. during this time i tend to hangout alot to keep my reputation up their, i went to the movies with friends hangout in the mal haha looking back i think it was kinda silly how much i cared about it all, but than one day i met this person in my 7th grade math algebra class, he was this realy frail asain guy that was too shy for his own good.. i didnt mind him much but seeing him alone in the corner with no friend got my attention one time.. so i decided to talk to him.. this was a start of a beautiful friendship.. we compited with each other with grades, we join math olympia and compited with each other.. we were the best of friends.. it wasnt long before i gave everything i worked so hard for.. the summer of the end of 7th grade was nothing but misery to me. i though my friend and i would never speak to each other in the 8th garde but 8th grade came with him and i still best friend.. it was excactly the same thing as 7th grade except one thing, he began dating.. when he started dating we started to get into this fight.. there were times were it seems like we this gurl were fighting everyday.. i remember one time where i got mad at him for chating with someone, so he blocked everyone but me.. but than i realized.. this cant be a normal friendship.. for a long time i thought about giving him up but whenever i was about to end our friendship i wasnt able to physically say what i wanted to say.. i knew doing so will hurt me alot but than i realized something, i rather have me hurting than introduce him to "those" kinda stuff.. he was a pure boy who's very playful and caring.. i didnt want anything to dirty that.. so one day i told him i cant be friends with him.. its been four years since then but the feeling still hasnt left.. and sometimes i wonder if it will. its kinda sad because there isnt a day where i havent thought about him.. its true. haha he was the guy that made me question myself about.. well myself haha..

07-27-2010, 03:46 AM	#2
Bacon Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Walkin' through the candy-lane with Tifa.~ -.- Posts: 30,028 Rep Power: 28 Member's Picture Albums	Re: a story of an awkard thing Well, if he was a close freind, you should go talk to him and see if there is any freindship left to salvage. __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

07-27-2010, 03:52 AM	#3
Kiseki Release the Kraken! Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Where you live. Obviously. Posts: 13,708 Rep Power: 28 Member's Picture Albums	Re: a story of an awkard thing Amamzing story. I like your writing style by the way. I had also a friend who I really liked, but then it just got weird etc. We also didn't talk anymore. We're two years later now. And I did miss him and thought of him every single day, just like you do. The best way to get over it is by what you're doing now. Don't stuff that feelings away. Talk about him! Really, you'll feel better after that. If you still can't get over it soon you might better call him or so. Maybe he has forgotten about it all and is willing to become friends again. Who knows! Good luck with it dude. It will be okay... __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. Luna Pink Hikari & Kiseki are the sexy Quad-force <3

07-27-2010, 04:03 AM	#4
SimpleGenin Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Back to Reality Posts: 3,901 Rep Power: 6	Re: a story of an awkard thing thanks guys.. haha i did try to talk to him.. but theres soo much to the story dudes.. like 8th grade after i told him we couldnt be friends, i befriended this mexican dude.. he was the most popular guy in middle school.. haha safe to say every girl wanted him.. we became good friends, he treated me out ALOT, im not talking about mcdonald, im talking about Dennys and Olive Garden.. dont get me wrong i dind think of this as anything, haha funny story we actually went to the library and had a contest on who could download more "bad" stuff haha he won hands downs.. well to make it short we drank one night and did some pretty bad stuff..i wasnt proud of it and id dint wanna do anything but i couldnt help it at that time.. it spread through out the school somehow..im pretty shure my old freind heard about it.. so he wont talk to me.. i did ask him if i cant have just a minute but he said "im not comfortable talking to you" with that being said to me, i couldnt face him at all.. i mean how could i.. i rather have someone said they hate me rather than not comfortable talking to you because, iono it gets to me somehow. u know? point is he doesnt wanna talk.. although if ever i was gonna i would never do anything bad to him.. id just be friends. i might want something but i don think i can get myself to do anything sexual to him. haha if i did the 4 years i sacrifice would be a waste.. haha

07-27-2010, 04:45 AM	#7
Kiseki Release the Kraken! Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Where you live. Obviously. Posts: 13,708 Rep Power: 28 Member's Picture Albums	Re: a story of an awkard thing You're bi or something. I'm confused. Your profile says ur a dude. __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. Luna Pink Hikari & Kiseki are the sexy Quad-force <3

07-27-2010, 05:15 AM	#8
Nick Tasogare Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Getting at you where you live. Posts: 27,570 Rep Power: 20 Member's Picture Albums	Re: a story of an awkard thing After reading that, I can't help but think you might like him, and feel guilty about it or something to that affect. __________________ Was on to check PMs and read about the drama and got hit with the forums rules. Can Herr SRhyse and Frau Muffintop please remove my staff "powers"? ~~The Mod Rules are a joke and everybody knows it lol~~ I don't follow that last rule well enough, and I don't want to endanger the Communist Rule of the People's Republic of NDF. Thanks. /Heil Oh wait, now there's drama so I just have to watch this all blow up.

07-27-2010, 05:47 AM	#10
SimpleGenin Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Back to Reality Posts: 3,901 Rep Power: 6	Re: a story of an awkard thing hhmmm i don know how to reply to that.. i've always seen myself as going to navy in a year or so but that doesnt mean anything i guess.. bleh i don no

07-27-2010, 10:51 AM	#11
Anathema Chunin Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: blogging Posts: 906 Rep Power: 6	Re: a story of an awkard thing Sounds a bit like Sasuke and Naruto + Sai. o____O

10-08-2010, 12:44 PM	#16
SimpleGenin Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Back to Reality Posts: 3,901 Rep Power: 6	Re: a story of an awkard thing here u go.

11-07-2010, 09:10 PM	#17
SimpleGenin Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Back to Reality Posts: 3,901 Rep Power: 6	Re: a story of an awkard thing Here u go

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