Love Doesnt Exist: Part II - Page 5

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Aurega

Umm, you're what 15?

Your future is no-where near determined, unless you completely quit school now and do nothing. All you need to do is to do well in school, get into a good college, get a good degree and you're set. If this fails, there are plenty of other options - not as good, but still options.

You have no idea what your future will bring. Why do I know that? I'm 21 and my future have changed countless times and is still changing! So there is really no set formula, but it all depends how you work for it to make it better for yourself.

Keep going depressed and think you're a failure... And yes, you'll have a shitty future.

Do well in school? With the magnet program? Are you serious? It's like they're trying to kill me! Or my back...Or my will to live...

But everytime I try to change myself for the better, I get worse. I try to be positive and end up failing a test. I try to get into shape and nearly pass out. I am going to have a shitty future.

Chidori Shuriken · 07-30-2009, 07:26 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

Do well in school? With the magnet program? Are you serious? It's like they're trying to kill me! Or my back...Or my will to live...

But everytime I try to change myself for the better, I get worse. I try to be positive and end up failing a test. I try to get into shape and nearly pass out. I am going to have a shitty future.

This is also how I feel about myself... I just might as well kill myself.

Shkin · 07-30-2009, 07:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Aurega

Love exists, but it's getting hyped to something it isn't.

then it isn't love at all...but a mere illusion...or worse a delusion it is...

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Chidori Shuriken

This is also how I feel about myself... I just might as well kill myself.

Don't say that! I may be bipolor/emo, but that doesn't mean it's right!

Especially when everything about me is wrong...

Toma RNK · 07-30-2009, 07:31 AM

Goodness people, its called being a teenager. Your coming out of the "life is easy" bubble of the preteen life and realizing life is tough, and that things usually go wrong.

Teenage depression is normal. you will earn to cope, and be fine in the long run.

Chidori Shuriken · 07-30-2009, 07:31 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

Don't say that! I may be bipolor/emo, but that doesn't mean it's right!

Especially when everything about me is wrong...

You're just like a clone of me... I always try and do good but in the end it's always wrong, that's why I only have a few friends. Some people think I'm like their best friend or something but I hate their guts, lying about me to better friends and all. So I get picked on, I only have a couple true friends. I don't love them, I could live without them, but I'd just be feeling worse. So, if I fail a test or something they at least understand, if I do something wrong in Science class, or computer class they'll understand, while others'll complain about how stupid I am, and sometimes I just think they're right.

If I'm just gonna flunk live I might as well not exist.

ベーゼル · 07-30-2009, 07:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Chidori Shuriken

I just suck in real life, Love Doesn't Exist, IT DOES NOT EXIST FOR ME. I don't even know what love is, I can live by myself my whole life and I don't need anyone. Nobody, I can help myself, do my own things, I don't need a lovey-dovey to come to my side and all that. I've been picked on alot this year... Last year, and I only have a couple true friends and my brothers... That's not love, that's depending on them. Sure, few friends think I'm their best friend inside, but I really hate their guts. I only like a few people, that's it, because I CAN'T TRUST EVERYONE. I don't believe in love, bottom line.

Life is hard to trust people, especial on the internet. Love doesn't exist but not in that way. People just change there opinion and minds on it. Usually happens when bad things happen to them. It always a changing and coming back.

Chidori Shuriken · 07-30-2009, 07:33 AM

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Originally Posted by ベーゼル

Life is hard to trust people, especial on the internet. Love doesn't exist but not in that way. People just change there opinion and minds on it. Usually happens when bad things happen to them. It always a changing and coming back.

I mean in real life...

ベーゼル · 07-30-2009, 07:34 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

Do well in school? With the magnet program? Are you serious? It's like they're trying to kill me! Or my back...Or my will to live...

But everytime I try to change myself for the better, I get worse. I try to be positive and end up failing a test. I try to get into shape and nearly pass out. I am going to have a shitty future.

Failing is not something you might feel happy about but you should be proud that you have tried. After all no one is perfect, and if you don't get anything wrong want the point of even learning something new.

ベーゼル · 07-30-2009, 07:36 AM

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Originally Posted by Chidori Shuriken

I mean in real life...

Yeah I know but I'm also meaning in real life too.

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:37 AM

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Originally Posted by ベーゼル

Failing is not something you might feel happy about but you should be proud that you have tried. After all no one is perfect, and if you don't get anything wrong want the point of even learning something new.

I don't learn from my mistakes, though. I just keep messing up the same things over, and over, and over...

ベーゼル · 07-30-2009, 07:39 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

I don't learn from my mistakes, though. I just keep messing up the same things over, and over, and over...

Well you can't mess up on everything and everytime. There must be something you can do that isn't going to mess up.

Shkin · 07-30-2009, 07:39 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

...Isn't that narcisism? I was always taught that was wrong, too...

it's not wrong as long as it doesn't destroy you. what's wrong is that hate that's ripping yourself apart... and hey i didn't say love yourself too much...too much of something and everything else is not good you know...

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Chidori Shuriken

You're just like a clone of me... I always try and do good but in the end it's always wrong, that's why I only have a few friends. Some people think I'm like their best friend or something but I hate their guts, lying about me to better friends and all. So I get picked on, I only have a couple true friends. I don't love them, I could live without them, but I'd just be feeling worse. So, if I fail a test or something they at least understand, if I do something wrong in Science class, or computer class they'll understand, while others'll complain about how stupid I am, and sometimes I just think they're right.

If I'm just gonna flunk live I might as well not exist.

That's where you're wrong. I couldn't live without my true friends. Without them, I would have thrown myself off a building already. People don't think I'm stupid because of my mistakes--it's how I act...and the fact that I really am stupid.

Also, I'm stubborn. I keep trying, even though I know the end result will be disaster.

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:43 AM

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Originally Posted by ベーゼル

Well you can't mess up on everything and everytime. There must be something you can do that isn't going to mess up.

...Complaining...

iSnooze · 07-30-2009, 07:45 AM

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Originally Posted by Chidori Shuriken

I mean in real life...

Chidori Shuriken... Do I know you?... You're always talking like this, about how you stink to me.... And you also talked about this forum... And how you had Shuriken in your name. Hm. Is that you? Are you Matt?

TheBlackChidori · 07-30-2009, 07:45 AM

I give up Violet. You act like youre just this horribly misguided person, and the only human alive who has ever felt useless. Guess what? We all do at some point. I know you have experienced SO MUCH of life in these long 15 years, so I guess I just cant give you any advice to make you feel better.

Youre a failure, enjoy being what you claim.

ベーゼル · 07-30-2009, 07:48 AM

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Originally Posted by TheViolletteHeart

That's where you're wrong. I couldn't live without my true friends. Without them, I would have thrown myself off a building already. People don't think I'm stupid because of my mistakes--it's how I act...and the fact that I really am stupid.

Also, I'm stubborn. I keep trying, even though I know the end result will be disaster.

Well at least you try and every try is going to give improvements to you. I don't have any friends other then a few and cyber world, it feels really lonely but thinking of it sometime make me sad. There always ways of making emotions by yourself with out friends, or anyone to love.

TheViolletteHeart · 07-30-2009, 07:49 AM

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Originally Posted by TheBlackChidori

I give up Violet. You act like youre just this horribly misguided person, and the only human alive who has ever felt useless. Guess what? We all do at some point. I know you have experienced SO MUCH of life in these long 15 years, so I guess I just cant give you any advice to make you feel better.

Youre a failure, enjoy being what you claim.

I know I'm not the only person who has ever felt useless. I also know I'm one of the few that truely are useless.

Thank you. I will.

Chidori Shuriken · 07-30-2009, 07:49 AM

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Originally Posted by iSnooze

Chidori Shuriken... Do I know you?... You're always talking like this, about how you stink to me.... And you also talked about this forum... And how you had Shuriken in your name. Hm. Is that you? Are you Matt?

Yeah... You my brother or are you my friend? I don't understand.

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TheBlackChidori Special Jonin Candidate Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Wherever the Winds of Fate take me. Posts: 14,869 Rep Power: 0	Re: Love Doesnt Exist: Part II I give up Violet. You act like youre just this horribly misguided person, and the only human alive who has ever felt useless. Guess what? We all do at some point. I know you have experienced SO MUCH of life in these long 15 years, so I guess I just cant give you any advice to make you feel better. Youre a failure, enjoy being what you claim.

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