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[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Well I can post saying I updated which I do, usually when there's hardly anyone around so they don't notice. Since after all they'll forget about it as soon as all the far more popular a more beautiful people post their things. Since I'm not someone anyone much is interested in so. I'm at the other end of the scale, heh.
I might cam sometime for you in tc when ever I can go in there..which at the least right now wouldn't be until Thursday coming. It depends though how nervous I am too. I get really, really nervous on cam and I don't like being on cam. Even more so now since very little cam or mic.. Then when I do, it's usually only when I have been thinking about it and feeling a little less uncomfortable about it.

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

Well I can post saying I updated which I do, usually when there's hardly anyone around so they don't notice. Since after all they'll forget about it as soon as all the far more popular a more beautiful people post their things. Since I'm not someone anyone much is interested in so. I'm at the other end of the scale, heh.
I might cam sometime for you in tc when ever I can go in there..which at the least right now wouldn't be until Thursday coming. It depends though how nervous I am too. I get really, really nervous on cam and I don't like being on cam. Even more so now since very little cam or mic.. Then when I do, it's usually only when I have been thinking about it and feeling a little less uncomfortable about it.

Well true a lot of people focus more on the ones they think are popular and stuff. Well your pretty popular and beautiful in my book so don't worry what anyone else thinks.^^ And sounds nice it would be cool seeing you on there at some point. And don't worry I know how you feel on all that.lol

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

I'll drag you in there sometime then huh? Once again as well with that. lolz

I'm not popular, I'm actually more in the outcast zone. I post in so many places just to be notice you see but..people would rather talk around me and acknowledge anyone else in the thread apart from me usually.

Which is why I usually end up one on one in some other thread that has no one in like this. Same with when in tc. I only talk more and type more when there's hardly anyone in there because that's only when I can..and actually get noticed when trying to talk to anyone. Apart from if I'm on mic alone with someone depends on how I feel around the person.

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

I'll drag you in there sometime then huh? Once again as well with that. lolz

I'm not popular, I'm actually more in the outcast zone. I post in so many places just to be notice you see but..people would rather talk around me and acknowledge anyone else in the thread apart from me usually.

Which is why I usually end up one on one in some other thread that has no one in like this. Same with when in tc. I only talk more and type more when there's hardly anyone in there because that's only when I can..and actually get noticed when trying to talk to anyone. Apart from if I'm on mic alone with someone depends on how I feel around the person.

lol Yeah that sounds fine.

Your not an outcast like I said forget what others think it doesn't mean a thing. I know how you feel on that though since I feel like one of them as well sometimes I usually try not letting that get to me and a lot of times I usually don't care though sometimes I do feel bad on it but whatever it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks.

Yeah threads with almost no one is usually good since its peace and quiet which I like.lol It is pretty much easier and more comfortable when there is hardly anyone around even if I do show myself on cam it doesn't last long and I hardly talk then I also feel more comfortable when only a few are around.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Never mind about it. I already know there's only lucky to be a handful that even care for me presence around here.
I don't let it get to me obviously all the time..since I post anywhere and be a pest with posting and trying to force my way in conversations, heh. I care though for people..even if they don't really care for me, let alone they may not know it too. I've been there already with too many people. That I'm the one that cares more for them then they do for me...

I like peace and quiet too, which is why I prefer to come to a chat thread that's currently dead or not too active..to at least find one person to talk too. I do okay with a group if I feel like I am wanted amongst them..but no that's not the case a lot of the time for me.

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

Never mind about it. I already know there's only lucky to be a handful that even care for me presence around here.
I don't let it get to me obviously all the time..since I post anywhere and be a pest with posting and trying to force my way in conversations, heh. I care though for people..even if they don't really care for me, let alone they may not know it too. I've been there already with too many people. That I'm the one that cares more for them then they do for me...

I like peace and quiet too, which is why I prefer to come to a chat thread that's currently dead or not too active..to at least find one person to talk too. I do okay with a group if I feel like I am wanted amongst them..but no that's not the case a lot of the time for me.

Yeah there are some people that do feel that way about you I know im one of them.
And I know you care for people since you do try talking to them about stuff which is one of the things that makes you great.^^ But yeah ive done that too try to be there for some people though there were times I was sorta treated like a pest for it but whatever.

Yep thats usually good I only post where there is a little more people once in a while.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Well I've already noticed you're one of those that don't mind my presence. Even when I'm not even that close to people I try asking what's wrong. Usually it's only meet with a short answer what's wrong.

Ow.. I just burnt my mouth and throat on the liquid in my noodles. >.< Now my mouth feels funny.

[ItachiKisame]

Yeah I always enjoy your presence you always decent to be around.^^ Well its fine im not either im normally not a people person though on here I usually don't mind talking to some and seeing whats wrong as well.

Really you ok? That happens sometimes when you eat something hot I hate when that happens.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

I'm not always decent, lolz. I can be a bit strange with some things. I start talking about unusual things and have really creeped someone out before, lol.
I'm don't mind people but no matter what I do, try or how I act there always tend to be more that hate me then like me anywhere.

My tongues sore now. I burn my tongue a lot, especially on a cup of tea..but I misjudged the heat of the liquid this time but lucky I didn't drink too much of it. >.<

[ItachiKisame]

lol Its fine I don't know if you do get that way I tend to be strange myself at times as well. Well like it said it doesn't matter how they feel on you if they are negative towards you then screw them.

Heh yeah some things don't appear hot at first until after you tasted it then you burn yourself pretty good.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Well you've seen a little bit of it not too much but still, heh.
Yeah..I know, it's just a little annoying when you see practically soo many people thinking the worst about you.

Well I knew they were hot but didn't think they were quite that hot. Since I still felt the heat through the cup thing they were in. I judged by that thinking if it's not soo hot holding it, it shouldn't be too hot but was wrong. >.<

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

Well you've seen a little bit of it not too much but still, heh.
Yeah..I know, it's just a little annoying when you see practically soo many people thinking the worst about you.

Well I knew they were hot but didn't think they were quite that hot. Since I still felt the heat through the cup thing they were in. I judged by that thinking if it's not soo hot holding it, it shouldn't be too hot but was wrong. >.<

Im sure I would be still fine if I saw more of it.lol
Yeah it sure is its one of the things about people that piss me off at times always judging you thinking negative things about you.

Yeah its usually like that you only think its a little hot not enough to burn you that is. Yeah some things are hotter then how they feel.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

I actually hold my judgement on people or try to because, I know how it feels..to be completely thought the worst of or not even wanted around because you first seem to come off, like you rather not be around people or something.
Which happens with me because..I am not completely forward with approaching people so I keep my distance. I have trouble putting my faith in people..that I don't trust. So it takes a while for me to have a large amount of faith or trust in anyone. I'm always wary around people so come over quite distant and detatched usually.

But as soon as that drops around an individual they just can't get rid of me..I get a little clingy but at the same time, I try not to over do it. Especially if they're people who seem to like there own space..I watch how I am around them or try too. That's because I'm too loyal and over caring which does and has caused trouble, when I end up caring too much for people or anyone.

I have to head off and try to sleep.. I'll try catching you some other time. ^_^

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

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*Huggles the text walls and smooches all over them.* Aren't they just adorable! ^_^
*Make's love to the text walls.* O.O

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

I actually hold my judgement on people or try to because, I know how it feels..to be completely thought the worst of or not even wanted around because you first seem to come off, like you rather not be around people or something.
Which happens with me because..I am not completely forward with approaching people so I keep my distance. I have trouble putting my faith in people..that I don't trust. So it takes a while for me to have a large amount of faith or trust in anyone. I'm always wary around people so come over quite distant and detatched usually.

But as soon as that drops around an individual they just can't get rid of me..I get a little clingy but at the same time, I try not to over do it. Especially if they're people who seem to like there own space..I watch how I am around them or try too. That's because I'm too loyal and over caring which does and has caused trouble, when I end up caring too much for people or anyone.

I have to head off and try to sleep.. I'll try catching you some other time. ^_^

Yeah I usually feel like that towards a lot of people but usually keep it to my self unless I get to the point where I completely lose it. And yeah it is always hard getting that feeling it always sucks.
Same here I usually don't have faith or trust most people a lot of times there are times I don't even trust myself for some reasons. I usually avoid most people in real life and it is hard to tell what kinda people they can be even if they appear nice.

Yep I get like that with a lot of people too and sometimes you seem to pay for it in a way. Heh oh well I guess.

Alright then see you later and sleep well.^^ *hugs*

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Damn tabs load. >.<

I didn't sleep that well..I only had 5 hours sleep again..

Well..I can't really I say I avoid most people in life, just never at first very friendly with people sort of. I come over more detatched and rather be anywhere else then around them. That's only from feeling uncomfortable around strangers though.

[Uzumaki Naruto!]

Could I possibly join?

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

Well I'll have to tell a mod to add you to the members list of course though.

Since the OP can't edit it from his phone..he tried when I told him last time someone wanted to be added.

But hi there.

[ItachiKisame]

Originally Posted by Throw Rasen-Shuriken

Damn tabs load. >.<

I didn't sleep that well..I only had 5 hours sleep again..

Well..I can't really I say I avoid most people in life, just never at first very friendly with people sort of. I come over more detatched and rather be anywhere else then around them. That's only from feeling uncomfortable around strangers though.

That sucks at least your still getting sleep.

I usually do with people I don't know I usually just ignore them most of the time sometimes maybe walk away. I usually rather be a lone myself.

[Throw Rasen-Shuriken]

I still didn't get much sleep either earlier. I was kept up by someone on here, heh. I didn't get to bed until 1 PM, when I should of been in my bed trying to sleep at least 4 hours earlier then that but no.

I don't chose to be alone usually..it just happens like that all the time, so I just deal with that. So I end up staying away from more people because I'm just always expecting them to leave me alone, even if I say or want otherwise because that's just what happens..