Yayakoshii (Puzzling)

[Kiseki]

Welcome in my thread!

Yayakoshii is Japanese and the word means; Puzzling.

The story is about Hiyouko Aisuru, her friends call her Ai-chan.
In the past she fell in love with Insatsu and it got her blinded.
She always felt that he used her, that he never loved her.
After that being confirmed by Insatsu self, she fell into a dark spiral.
She has problems with behaviour around all boys.
Just when she thought she was recovered... she gets tested again.
Will she handle her hate and agression towards him?
Will she open up again and go smiling through life?

Main characters:
Hiyouko Aisuru
Kishiro Ohayashi
Shirenai Kato
Chuuri Inoue
Sajirasu Yamashita
Kandai Hasegawa
Insatsu Kuroki

Please don't get scared of the upcoming wall of text
There will probably be some grammatical errors, I apologize in advance.
Your comments/critics are welcome!

[Kiseki]

01 - PAIR A DICE

It's late spring and as I walk to school the sky turned out to be bright blue. The cherry blossom petals have been falling past month and I watched the pink fluffy trees slowly losing their color. For some reason I don't feel like moving forward anymore and just walk back home again. So I could go into the incredible big yard next to our house. We live in a smaller village, so we have lots of space for gardening activities. Sometimes I walk into the field during the summer and almost forget this isn't heaven. Obviously I adore the place I live now, but it used to be different. Me and my parents just moved here 2 years ago and I was struggling to make new friends here. I guess I am somewhat different than others and not everyone really appreciates you the way you are.

As the soft breeze floats around my body my hair starts to block my sight, so I gently remove my hair from my face. It's black, dark and shiny. Just the way I like it. Sometimes I put curls in my hair, making me feel all doll-like. My skin is pretty pale, so it's easy for me to create that doll look. As I turn around I hear my friends calling my name out loud as they run towards me. "Ai-chan!" My full name is Aisuru Hiyouko. Actually Aisuru is my last name, it's an awkward last name and not used very often. I nod as they come closer and start to walk next to me. "Ah! Our first day of the last year Ai-chan, isn't it amazing? You can focus on school again... and forget about Insatsu" Chuuri said. Although she was my friend, I wanted to smack her face. However I better not do such thing, so instead I glared at her for a bit and said nothing at all. Insatsu is my ex boyfriend... or shall I say ex lover? I guess I always imagined he was with me, however he never really confirmed that.

Some vague flashback of his face popped up and I put my hands on my face, trying to think about any random happy thought to forget the horrifying flashback. "Are you alright?" Shirenai said with a calm, though hesitating voice. I remove my hands slowly and a grin starts to appear on my face. However... my eyes aren't laughing at all. "Oh hey, it's Sajirasu-san!" I yell out of the sudden as I push her aside playfully. Chuuri always claims that Shirenai had a crush on him ever since she met him in their first year at school here. I know Chuuri can sometimes dramatize things a lot, so I just suggest that Shirenai only started loving him since last year. To me, it takes time to really fall in love with someone. Exceptions do exist of course, when I was head over heels when I met my ex.

"Good morning!" he said to us with a smile on his face and I could tell his eyes were aiming for Shirenai, as expected. All of us greet him too with a loud "Good morning" as we all walk into the school building. Out of the sun, into the shades of the long hallways. Personally I don't like the color theme they used on the walls and floors, because they are too colorful. Normally you would expect this type of color themes to be boring with loads of white, gray and black. Slowly people start to gather in the gym hall to listen to the opening speech from the head of this school. Mostly a pretty boring speech, so as the man continues to speak I look around to see if there are some interesting new students. Some new people seem really nervous, as if it's like they're waiting in a line for their new grades. As I look around I notice that some others are doing as I do and some turn around their heads quite often. One guy, 5 rows before me, keeps on looking at me and after the third time our eyes meet I start to feel annoyed. He seems like he's from my age, but I've never seen him before.

The speech is finished and all students applaud for him as he proudly waves at us and walks off the stage carefully. I can tell he was old, however I appreciate he still puts a huge effort in this school. Now all my friends complain about how it was more boring than last year and that made me smile somehow. I bet they say that every year, just like I know they are going to complain about certain grades from certain subjects at the last semester of the year. As we walk and talk I feel someone had put his or her hand on my shoulder. "Uh... Sorry..." he said. It is the same guy who was staring at me during the introduction speech. "I don't want to scare you... It"s just that... You seem nice. I am new here and I was wondering where the classrooms are for the students of the last year" he asked with a voice I could barely hear. Seeing him this shy is way more appealing than seeing him being cheeky and keep annoying me with his stare contests. Before I could answer Chuuri said "Follow us! We're from class 5B, and you?" He kept looking nervously at the ground, though he managed to reply. "Same class... I guess" he said. As she drags him into our classroom he looks at me once more.

Chuuri started an entire conversation with the new guy and some others join their conversation meanwhile. I walk towards them and they all stop talking. "What's your name?" I calmly said. "Ohayashi Kishiro" he said all nervously. "Good luck..." I said as I slowly walk away again towards my own chair and I sit down while correcting my hair. I wanted to hide my face, because I could tell that people were watching me. "Yo! Ai-chan... what was that about?" Chuuri asked out loud. I tried to ignore her entirely. It was a stupid question so instead I smiled, but then turned back to poker face mode. This year is going to suck I thought to myself. That guy tries to act all innocent, but you can tell he's actually quite cheeky and dominant and I want to bet he's going to make trouble.

Later that day we had sports class outside since it was warm enough and the sun was shining brightly on our heated faces. I imagined how it would feel like during the summer if we had to go outside and work out with the class. People would sure complain or faint. Thankfully the lesson was over and we were dismissed to shower, change clothes and go home. Me and the girls are walking home on the long and lonely road to the village and somehow I manage to trip over a little stone. From the one second to the next I feel my body being out of control and falling forwards. Luckily someone's hand grabbed my arm quickly and pulled me back again. I couldn't be more relieved and I turn around to thank that person who saved me from a bloody knee. It's a male arm, with a tattoo on it... two dices. "Pair a dice" Kishiro said and then he smiled. I feel too surprised to react and I watch him passing me and moving ahead. As soon as he's on a proper distance my friends start to giggle out of the sudden. "Wow, Ai-chan... That guy must really like you. Did you see how he looked at you?" Shirenai said. "You're wrong, he's just being nice" I replied irritated and walked ahead. I might deny it from this point on, but I think he's attractive in his own way. I'm scared.

[Kiseki]

02 - LITTLE DOLL

I walked away because I didn't want to hear any stupid theories about how to hook me up with that new guy. Hell no. I know my friends well, specially Chuuri is probably excited about the thought of me having a possible new lover. Sometimes I wonder if she realizes I'm still in some sort of pain and if she realizes that I do not want to think about all this. In the end she won, because I'm thinking about it all now. In the end I still love my friends since they want the best for me and always help me when I need them. Somehow I think they did accept me going ahead right now. The last moment before I walked away my eyes met Shirenai's face and she probably saw I was somewhat frustrated obviously. Before I knew I was close to my house because I walked extremely fast. I slow down my walk as I put the key in the large, yellow and extremely ugly front door to go in, drop my bag and walk to the living room to check out where my parents are. And there he is... Kishiro is sitting right in front of me.

"How come you are here?" I asked. "I have been working in the supermarket for a week now. At times I help your mom carrying the heavy food for her. She wanted to thank me so she invited me to have a cup of tea. I didn't want to be rude so I accepted her offer. Actually... I had no idea this lady is your mother" he replied to me. Meanwhile I sat down and grabbed a biscuit of the table and put it in my mouth. I pretended to care, but actually I didn't want to know it at all. I just wanted him gone. "Where is my mom?" I asked while I stand up to walk through the entire house. "She's upstairs I guess, she went looking for something that she wants to show me" Kishiro said. At that very moment my mom walked in the room, all excited. I've never seen her dressed like that and I was surprised. Loudly she begins to talk to me as if she didn't see my irritated face. "Ah, you're here! I wanted to show him some pictures of you, Hiyouko. He told me he goes to the same school as you, and that you were very friendly to him". I got dizzy and I thought... Is this real? If not, stop this nightmare now please.

"You don't have to show him those, mother, please". I hated to beg, but I did not want him to see that photos from back then. Or who knows she brought some pictures from 4 years ago. Puberty is a horrible moment in life no matter who you are or where you're from. I bet we were all disgusted of our pictures from that time and we all hide those deep in family albums. "It's okay ma'am. I don't have to see them really..." He actually helped me. Wow. My mother didn't listen to any of what we both said and she puts this old photo in his hands. "What a little doll... Aisuru-san, it's amazing!" he said and I see him thinking to himself after that, as if he knows he created an awkward vibe. Before he or my mom could make it any more awkward I suggested him to take a look at my room. Not that I wanted to be alone with him, I just wanted to talk to him privately this one time we had the chance to.

"Are you crazy?" I screamed. I'm walking around in circles in my room. "I don't know what your exact connection is with my mom, but you have to stop it. If you are not able to I will have to ignore you when I see you, okay?" There. I said it. Silence slowly kills my nerves as we look at each other. "What do you mean? Nothing happened right? If you want I hide it in class, but just explain to me why you are so easily upset because it's obvious you are" he said without hesitating. "I can't tell you, I'm sorry" I say while I look down and hide behind my wall of hair. Suddenly he grabs my arm and says "Do you realize you stand out in a crowd? It just shows you are confused about certain social matters. I don't want to have a bad start with anyone and specially not in my class..." he stopped talking because he looked at my face and he was startled by my expression. I felt so tense I couldn't hide it anymore. He lets go of my arm and walked towards the door to the hallway. "Dolls don't cry..." he said. "They don't smile either" I replied quickly. "They do... with their eyes" was his final reply. No way... It was like he could read my mind just by looking at my face like this. I think I underestimated him.

That conversation was so weird I can't even think about tomorrow at school and then imagine how awkward that might be. Was he trying to be negative or was he trying to help me? I'm still confused. And... why did he care about what I felt? Could he really be interested in me? I guess I'm just making a big deal out of nothing, just like he said I did. I must not have any conversation like this ever again, just for my own good. I did felt like crying in front of him, but I don't want to be like that in front of a stranger. Who knows he had his daily comedy already and he might be walking home laughing. I sure hope not he’s going to make fun of me tomorrow at school. I ran outside as fast as I could to catch him before he left the street. "Ohayashi-san!" I yell. He turned around. "Please keep this to yourself..." Yet I begged again, how awful. This was most definitely my unlucky day. He smiled. "Don't worry".

Why does this always happen to me? I hate being in the middle of any type of drama and I don't want this to became a drama either. The phone rings and I yell to my parents I will answer it and as I pick up the phone I hear Shirenai's voice. "Yo Ai-chan... what's wrong? You weren't answering your own phone once again. I tried to call you because I want ask you if you can meet up with me at my house tomorrow before we go to school. We'll walk together" she said. "Why?" I wonder what is going on. "Nothing bad, I promise. Just be there please. Seven thirty... is that a good time?" she asks. "Sure, I'll be there" I said and hang up the phone. She better not be moving... I seriously don't want to lose any friend right now. I walk upstairs to my room again and try to relax while I stare at the ceiling like I always do. My room is yellow and white with a traditional Japanese floor and barely any decoration. I do have a lot of stuffed animals and other cute things and sometimes I sleep with some of those stuffed animals. Like I care.

The next morning I wake up extra early because of that appointment with Shirenai, so I quickly put eye pencil on and draw a small line on my upper eyelid. Of course I mess up and I correct the black line a bit with my finger, gently rubbing my lid. I hate this. Every time I want to hurry it's like everything is against me and tries to slow me down. Finally I have my favorite mascara on properly and I'm ready to go. Quickly I warm up a small bowl of noodle soup leftovers from yesterday and eat it fast. Ten minutes later I was at her place, which was a new record I think. She lives a few streets ahead, in a fancy, big, old and traditional house with bright white walls and wooden accents here and there. "Good morning!" she said. "Okay... Don't keep me waiting, I want to know what's up" I start right away. She giggled for a bit but finally manages to speak. "Sajirasu... He asked me out" she said while she turned tomato red. "Wow, he did? Have you replied yet?" Man, I was so incredibly jealous but happy for her at the same time. She wanted him for such a long time... I guess he wanted to settle things. "I said yes..."

After a walk full of lovey-dovey talk we reached school and as we walk into the classroom I take my seat and in the middle of my desk I notice this miniature doll. My eyes are wide open as I stare at it. What is this? Is this way of pulling a prank on me? People sure going to ask me why this doll is on my desk. I quickly grab it, then hide it and pretend it wasn't there. During the break I realize I forgot to pack my lunch, which was probably still at home. Luckily they announced it was someone's birthday today. The irony... It was Kishiro's birthday and he handed out some homemade cakes to our classmates. He was smiling and he seemed to feel delighted. He also handed everyone the same little doll as the one on my desk. So he didn't prank me after all. He said it's a lucky charm and a sign of friendship. Right from the start I could tell he would be extremely popular. His smile on his face disappeared as he walked towards me and he bended a bit and whispered to me "Are you okay?" I did not expect that at all. He whispers something again... "You're the only one who was a red one, it's matching mine". Why on earth would he still be so friendly to me after what happened yesterday? How shall I reply to this?

[Kiseki]

03 - LULLABY FOR THE MOON

I want to nod, however Kandai suddenly smacks his hand on my desk. "Give her some space, man..." he said while glaring at Kishiro. "I'm just trying to be nice, that's all" is his reply and still looks at me. This is quite embarrassing. "Both... please..." I pause for a moment. "I'm fine". I look down, at my desk. "Are you sure? You look awfully pale..." Shirenai said. Why did she have to mention that? I'm getting slightly annoyed by all these people. I stand up and walk to the door of the classroom. "Tell the teacher I'm going crazy..." I said. I couldn't care less. Before anyone could reply I ran out the room, outside, to the fresh air. At times I need my space, otherwise I'm losing it. As I see someone approaching from a distance I stand still and look to see who it is. At this moment I'm on my way to the big tree on the east side of the village. It stands there proudly in the middle of empty grass fields, all alone.

"Aisuru-san!" he yells. My sight isn't perfect, so I keep standing still to see who it is. Definitely a male classmate... I can tell by the clothing and the length of this person. I turn around and continue my walk to the big tree. People call it "Okina Kibo" which means "Big hope", since a lot of people go there and claim to be comforted by the sight, calming them and inspiring them. As I reach the tree I sit down on a big rock and turn around once more to see who it is that is following me. I was expecting Kishiro, but it's Kandai that stands in front of me. "Don't follow me" I said. "I'm sorry..." he said as he grabs my hand, pulling me up and holds me tight. Kandai is Insatsu's nephew and I've seen him quite often even before I went to this school. He knows exactly what happened, I can tell by the expression I saw on his face. The falling petals are starting to fade as a tear starts to thicken in my eye. I can't hold it in anymore. "The nightmares... they won't stop..." I could barely say it. As he stops holding me he puts his hands on my shoulders and speaks. "Listen to me... I don't know the full story, but all I know is that you disappeared way too soon, I just had the feeling right away that he possibly messed up".

I let my body drop, my legs can't hold it anymore. As I sit on the ground I try to wipe away the tears on my cheeks. I hate crying and I don’t want him to see it and luckily it seems like he didn't see it either. "He... he got my virginity" I stumble. "Wow, what? Seriously? You're way too young. I'm going to twist his neck personally!" Kandai was angry and he kicked the tree hard for some silly reason. "Don't blame the tree..." I said. I don't think he heard me at all. "Damn it... I knew something was off and he wouldn't talk to me either, so I had no idea of what was going on. What a jerk... I'm actually ashamed he is my family".

He suddenly rushes back to the path again, walks back to me quickly, grabs my arm and drags me along back to the path again... back to school. I felt too weak to even protest, however my legs weren't really feeling like walking so he took me on his back. Back to the crossing he stopped like he was debating with himself if he would bring me to school or bring me home. All I remember is that he took the way to the village and after that it went blank for me. I guess I fell asleep during the walk. When I wake up I realize I'm not at my own place, but at his place. A fan was blowing my hair out of my face and I removed the towel from my head as I crawled back up again. "I've called school, I said you weren't feeling well" Kandai says to me. I admit I'm startled a little. "Thank you" I reply as I look around to make sure I'm not dreaming all of this. "I'm sorry for troubling you... I should be going home right now" I say as walk towards the hallway. "Please stay... I've asked your parents if you could eat here with us and I promised to bring you back this evening" he said quickly while he walks towards me and gently puts his arms around me out of the sudden. He notices I'm sort of freaked out and he lets me go again. "Sorry for that if you feel uncomfortable... I won't hurt you I promise. It's just that... you look somewhat like a cute little doll when you look like that. I mean..." He continued to talk, but I all I hear is "Cute little doll, cute little doll, cute little doll..." and so it keeps repeating while I see Kishiro's face imaginary.

I didn't eat much that evening, because one; I'm still confused, and two; I don't feel very well. However his parents were very understanding and it's funny how his mother just kept feeding me and putting more rice in my bowl while I said 'No thank you' already. She had a lot of food all spread over the table. Bowl with rice, bowl with meat and sauce, plates with vegetables and a lot of spices. I thanked his parents for the food after Kandai and I cleaned up the mess and did the dishes. His father kindly requested me to visit them once more if I wanted and I was actually happy he asked me that. On the way back home Kandai asks me over and over if I liked the food, if I'm starting to feel better again. I just nod and smile a little while I walk extra slow. I don't want it to end, because he makes me feel all happy and confident again. He keeps saying things like "Aisuru-san, you deserve so much better. I'm sure one day you can start over again with a guy and he will be respectful to you, you really deserve it!"

"Wait..." I grab his hand and run into my house, through the hall, greet my parents quickly and move on to our backyard. It's really big with loads of flowers that light up a little bit by the moonlight. As we sit down I say "I mostly sit here for a bit before I go to bed, and I always feel like singing a little bit..." He smiled and stared to the moon. "A lullaby for the moon?" he asks. "Hmm... yeah I guess! It makes me happy and singing calms me down a bit. I'm actually super shy when it comes to singing, but I know the moon will not judge me!" He laughed... "Nor will the flowers!" I laughed too. The mood is perfect. As the wind starts to blow a little I stand up and walk a few steps away from him and sit in the grass.

Lunar highlights, be my guide.
Embrace me with your brightness.
When hope becomes hollow.
When I crawl through sorrow.
I remember you shine down on me.

Little big moon.
Cry tears of happiness.
Falling stars will represent your tears.
Give me strength to erase my fears.
Highlights of love, I see you above.

Inspire me with your wisdom.
His smile so bright.
With radiance like the moonlight.
Should I give in or give him up.

Big little star.
Pass me within the speed of light.
Love passed me within a heartbeat.
I don't look back, I look up...
To the lunar highlights.

"Wow… that is amazing!" He was surprised obviously. You should sing that for people! I can play piano for you if you want!" Kandai got all excited and he looked at me patiently, waiting for my answer. "So... what do you think? Would you like that?" I giggle.

[kanisawa]

Maybe I should comment first?
...Sure, why not

It's aaaaaaamazing....I can't find words to say how awesome it is

I just understood that Naruto fanfics are nothing compared to this
Great job Ai-chan!!

[Kiseki]

Originally Posted by kanisawa

Maybe I should comment first?
...Sure, why not

It's aaaaaaamazing....I can't find words to say how awesome it is

I just understood that Naruto fanfics are nothing compared to this
Great job Ai-chan!!

Thank you soooo much! Means a lot to me what you say!

Posted chapter 3 in edit in post above

[Kiseki]

04 - 1 PERSON, 2 FACES

I lead him the way out and we're on the street now before my house, it is all dark and the stars are still shining bright. "Thank you Kandai" I say while smiling. "Too bad you won't sing with me. It would have been really fun..." He was in some sort of shy mood. I grab his hand and look into his eyes. "Don't worry about it, we still have loads of fun... I'll see you tomorrow!" And I let his hand go again and walk back to the front door again while I wave goodbye. The first thing I do is to call Shirenai. I'm just too upset and I think she has the right to know what is going on in my mind. I don't even have to call Chuuri, because I think Shirenai will inform her anyway. "Hello?" she picked up her cell phone. "Hey... Uh, I'm sorry I haven't called you sooner..." I notice I'm nervous, but I have to get this off my chest. "Haha, you silly, I know you will call me eventually. So... what happened? Did Kandai find you? I told him you would probably go to Okina Kibo, that's your favorite spot to vent right?" She was so right. "Yeah..."

"Shirenai-chan..." I have to tell her now. "Yesterday I met Kishiro at my place... but it was an appointment made between him and my mom. It was so awkward! I mean, the guy is really nice... but it's almost suspicious. You know what I mean?" Shirenai gasped. "He was...? What? I told you so he tries to get closer to you..." I had to explain her. "He claimed that he did not know that it was my mother". I try to keep my voice down, I don't want my mom to hear this. "I guess it will be alright then". I nodded. "It was weird to have contact with Kandai again outside school. Totally reminded me of Insatsu... His parents made a meal for me, they were very nice..." Shirenai laughed subtle. "Why do I have the feeling you haven't told me the main reason for this phone call yet?" I was startled. Shirenai is a smart girl, and once she hangs out with you... she knows you entirely. "He hugged me... and I cried. It was so embarrassing really... He was really sweet though and he even said I deserve better". I almost wanted to cry again just by thinking of that moment. "Interesting... I'm having the feeling that Kandai likes you. Maybe he even liked you when you were with Insatsu... Just saying. I'm thinking out loud" she says. Wow, just wow. I haven't thought about that at all. Sometimes it's hard to guess a guys intention after being tricked before. I really don't want the drama again.

The next day we walk to school again, but this time Sajirasu joined us. I did not really expect him to be here, walking with us, but I don't mind his company at all. Later on we find Chuuri on the side of the road with a swollen ankle, sitting there helpless in the warmth of the morning sun. "Chuuri, what happened?" Sajirasu asks and kneels down to take a look at her swollen ankle. I also kneel down, take a tissue out of my bag and wipe off her tears on her cheek. After that I correct her make-up also, because at the moment she looks like a girl who went partying all night and didn't see her bed. "Some loser ran me over with her bike, it happened within seconds... I didn't even hear her coming, because I was listening to my music!" Poor Chuuri... She most definitely is one of the prettiest girls in school, but that also attracts a lot of haters who are jealous of her getting almost all the attention. Sajirasu carried her all the way to school and you could tell Shirenai felt awkward every single second that lasted. She was watching them like a hawk, which was actually pretty scary.

The day itself was okay, full of time-robbing events and people actually didn't even seem to notice what happened last night when I stormed out of the classroom like that. During the break I went to get snacks and drinks for everyone but on my way I met Kishiro on the hallway. He was staring at some poster and when he notices me he waves at me as if I must come there and take a look. A talent-hunt by a huge entertainment company and they are looking for singers, dancers, rappers and actors. It says they will have the audition next month and you can sign in for it within 14 days. "Ah, so that is why Kandai asked me..." Kishiro’s face displays a huge question mark, actually pretty funny to see. "So... You don't want to try this audition?" he asks me carefully. "Why?" I look away and I feel explaining this. "I have stage fright... I tried this before, but I failed horribly and I just shut down..." Before I can finish he puts a hand on my shoulder and looks me strictly in the eyes. "Dance with me!" Wow, that was pretty straight forward and I feel all awkward now so I just stand still, say nothing and wait for him to walk away. Surprisingly enough he doesn't let go of my shoulder and when I notice a group of younger kids are staring at us I push away his arm and walk ahead to get the food.

When I got home I turned on the radio and notice there is a now song from a famous group and the beat is actually inviting so I stand up and walk to the mirror of my closet. I did ballet for years when I was young and I've always enjoyed dancing... The feeling, the dresses and the energy. I miss it. My arms start to move slowly and I memorize some of the moves they did in the music video, which I try to copy now. Step by step my moves grow more passionate and I tend to forget who I am and what I was doing. As the song stops I can hear my own breathing and I smile to myself in the mirror. When I turn around to turn off the radio I'm startled... Kishiro starts to applaud for my dance. "Stalker!" I scream. "I was just going to ask you if you could lend me your English book, I think I left mine at school" he explained. "Psh... whatever" I nod and avoid looking in his face as I turn around to look for that book he requested to borrow. Suddenly I hear him turn the radio on again and this time it's a slower song with a catchy melody, which is sounding a bit dreamy and melodramatic. He grabs me arm, I drop the book on my desk by shock. What is he thinking? Force me to dance. I feel I'm getting annoyed, until I look at his face.

With a friendly smile he pulls me closer and turns me towards him and attempts to start the dance with me. We stop as the song is about to end and he puts his hand again on my shoulder. "Please dance with me for the contest!" I must admit he seems like he can dance properly. I need to get it over with, this hurts my brain. "I will try, if you manage badly I will back out again..." He does some funny dance and says "YES!" That makes me laugh. I suddenly realize he is totally different from his normal serious self... He is goofy, funny and confident and I never thought he would be like that. Then why does he act so different when we are at school? "Let's use that song you were dancing on before". He suddenly stopped being goofy again and put on his serious mask again as he walks to the door and leaves again.

Suddenly I hear my ringtone and I pick up my cell phone quickly as I see its Chuuri. "Ai-chan!" Before I can reply she continues her story and as I listen my blood flow gets filled with adrenaline. I run out of the room as fast as I can and I thank Chuuri for telling me this, run back in the room, I click her away and put the cell phone on my desk. After thinking it all through for a moment I run to Kandai's house, being extremely confused and angry. Nobody there. I take my bike and I go to Okina Kibo where I find him with blood on his shirt and his hands. I am in shock about what I just heard through the phone. Insatsu was beaten up some hours ago after school and nobody saw who did it. She thought I might want to know about this and that I might know who his enemies are, however I think Chuuri just wanted my reaction for her own entertainment as well. I literally throw my bike aside and run towards him and yell "Are you crazy? I was worried that they might found you already... You did it, didn’t you?''