Numb. Empty. Cold.
That's how I feel.
I can't really say anything else.
No, I don't wanna talk about it.
Especially with you.
Well if you seriously lack any deductive reasoning abilities,
Obviously you are the problem at hand.
How, you ask?
I said I didn't wanna talk about it.
But, come on, really?
Are you that clueless?
I guess that all the romantic tension was one-sided then?
That our friendship was just that and nothing more despite our sexual history?
That when we kissed the other night it meant nothing?
That you weren't serious when you told me I was everything to you?
That all of our deepest secrets have no value anymore?
I guess so.
But, I told you that.
I told you how I feel.
Seeing you with him makes me go insane,
Literally my jealousy overcomes me in a fit of rage.
And there's nothing I can do.
You chose him.
Remember what you said to me?
"I can't do this. I care about him."
"If you can't get over this than we can't be friends."
That's what you said.
And you can't take that back.
Yet, I'm still here.
Pointlessly, and very thoughtlessly,
But still, here I sit.
I still think about how much I love you.
God, I'm stupid.
I don't know what love is.
I don't know if I ever will.
But I know that being away from you,
Seeing you be happy with another guy,
I can't live with that. Not happily.
I don't think I ever will be able to.
But you know that.
I know you know that.
I told you.
But you just don't care.
Or that's how it seems, at least.
But, somehow, I can't hate you.
Nor can I love you any less.
And you know that, too.
You know how tortured I am.
You call it being over-dramatic,
I call it being miserable.
So don't call me late at night anymore.
Don't talk to me in school like nothing happened.
Don't text me as if everything is normal.
Because that's not how it is anymore.
I put you first above everyone,
And now you're putting me second.
I love you, and I always will.
But don't you dare ask me what's wrong.
Because you know.
Wow.......... Did you do this because of life experiance or......wow.
death of neji my guessing
nice job red
He might nit read the manga. Delete the post!!
...NO I DON'T READ THE MANGA. Please take down that spoiler. Now I'm even more sad. :(
But thanks...it's real life experience. Not some made up bullcrap.
man ugh i have the downs.
Powerful words, Red. They definitely speak to me, very well done
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