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assassin
08-13-2009, 08:12 PM
suicide
it's about time i died
im sorry i lied
i have nothing left to hide
i want to take my life
stab myself with a knife
why won't i just put my life to an end
why won't my soul mend
a hole is in my heart
it would seem to be a work of art
in the devil's eyes
im am confessing my final lie
i don't enjoy myself
im losing my mental health
i want to end it all
i want to fall
but i can't make the final blow
why won't the bullet go
through my head
why can't i make myself dead
i must live my life
but i must stab myself with a knife
the torment in my soul
has made it as black as coal
i've fallin into the black
what is it i lack
why can't i be me
why can't ppl see
who i really am
i hate all of man
someone save my soul
someone plz fill the holes
drilled in my heart
because i don't know where to start

this poem is my life written in stone im truely trying to become happy but i don't know how. it's been to long since i've been happy.

i've got friends who care and a girl i love but i don't know why i want to die

oh and again POST HERE PLZ

KyuubiAkatsuki
08-13-2009, 08:14 PM
that was sad :cry:

Vatanui AKA Pride
08-13-2009, 08:33 PM
That was sad......I can help you feel happy again, dude.

cherryflower
08-14-2009, 09:29 AM
Very sad....But it rythmes very good.

assassin
08-14-2009, 10:55 AM
I'm depressed and im just saying what i feel.

rose93
08-14-2009, 10:56 AM
wow thats very depressing and sad.............

animelover
08-14-2009, 10:57 AM
suicide
it's about time i died
im sorry i lied
i have nothing left to hide
i want to take my life
stab myself with a knife
why won't i just put my life to an end
why won't my soul mend
a hole is in my heart
it would seem to be a work of art
in the devil's eyes
im am confessing my final lie
i don't enjoy myself
im losing my mental health
i want to end it all
i want to fall
but i can't make the final blow
why won't the bullet go
through my head
why can't i make myself dead
i must live my life
but i must stab myself with a knife
the torment in my soul
has made it as black as coal
i've fallin into the black
what is it i lack
why can't i be me
why can't ppl see
who i really am
i hate all of man
someone save my soul
someone plz fill the holes
drilled in my heart
because i don't know where to start

this poem is my life written in stone im truely trying to become happy but i don't know how. it's been to long since i've been happy.

i've got friends who care and a girl i love but i don't know why i want to die

oh and again POST HERE PLZ

If everything is good and you still seem sad yeah that is bad...and just to say, death isn't peaceful for some, you think living is hard? ha, funny

assassin
08-14-2009, 10:58 AM
If everything is good and you still seem sad yeah that is bad...and just to say, death isn't peaceful for some, you think living is hard? ha, funny

but life is hard.

MizukiUchiha11
08-14-2009, 10:58 AM
Sad ...

rose93
08-14-2009, 10:59 AM
but life is hard.

life is hard?

Rotate
08-14-2009, 10:59 AM
You need a hobby my friend.

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:00 AM
life is hard?

yes.

how can ppl not see that.

it ain't easy living your life cause they're ALWAYS something in the way of you doing that.

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:01 AM
You need a hobby my friend.

I do.

i golf.

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:01 AM
I do.

i golf.

...........any others?

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:02 AM
...........any others?

I play cards

anime

basketball.

think that's it.

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:02 AM
I play cards

anime

basketball.

think that's it.

............ok

animelover
08-14-2009, 11:03 AM
yes.

how can ppl not see that.

it ain't easy living your life cause they're ALWAYS something in the way of you doing that.

Who ever said life was easy? Your too young to be depressed. has anyone died in your fam.? someone you know with a horriable diease that will die soon? Can you not function properly? Are you missing a leg or arm?

Many people deal with worser things.

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:04 AM
Who ever said life was easy? Your too young to be depressed. has anyone died in your fam.? someone you know with a horriable diease that will die soon? Can you not function properly? Are you missing a leg or arm?

Many people deal with worser things.

yes ppl in my family have died.

and i have garbage thrown at me and i've been pinned to a wall with a knife against my throat.

so yeah im perfectly capable of being depressed.

im only 1 year younger than you to.

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:06 AM
yes ppl in my family have died.

and i have garbage thrown at me and i've been pinned to a wall with a knife against my throat.

so yeah im perfectly capable of being depressed.

im only 1 year younger than you to.

........wow............
ur ok with being depressed?

animelover
08-14-2009, 11:07 AM
yes ppl in my family have died.

and i have garbage thrown at me and i've been pinned to a wall with a knife against my throat.

so yeah im perfectly capable of being depressed.

im only 1 year younger than you to.

about the year younger, okay? did I say i have the right or have been depressed

and okay, so? Your alive aren't you? I have fam. members with worser things happend, but oh well its all in how your mind handles things i guess

Then snap out of it soon, and good luck

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:07 AM
........wow............
ur ok with being depressed?

NO!

im not ok with it im just saying it ain't a surprise i am depressed

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:08 AM
about the year younger, okay? did I say i have the right or have been depressed

and okay, so? Your alive aren't you? I have fam. members with worser things happend, but oh well its all in how your mind handles things i guess

Then snap out of it soon, and good luck

note: it hasn't happened to you.

ppl like you.

ppl wish i was dead.

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:09 AM
assassin u r way too depressed...............

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:10 AM
assassin u r way too depressed...............

I know.

im trying to be undepressed though but nothings really working.

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:11 AM
I know.

im trying to be undepressed though but nothings really working.

uh.........ok?
So when did u become depressed?

animelover
08-14-2009, 11:12 AM
note: it hasn't happened to you.

ppl like you.

ppl wish i was dead.

I've been sad yeah and been through panic attacks and stuff and still really killing yourself is only proving how your just giving up on everything, doing that is selfish, you don't even care how it will effect those who love you

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:13 AM
I've been sad yeah and been through panic attacks and stuff and still really killing yourself is only proving how your just giving up on everything, doing that is selfish, you don't even care how it will effect those who love you

I've only thought about it.

I'm trying to resist for them.

assassin
08-14-2009, 11:16 AM
I've only thought about it.

I'm trying to resist for them.

oh and i've had my friends tell me they wish i was dead and backed it up.

i don't have any real friends except here at the forums.

dogboy22
08-14-2009, 11:18 AM
after reading that now im depressed that was really sad:(

rose93
08-14-2009, 11:19 AM
oh and i've had my friends tell me they wish i was dead and backed it up.

i don't have any real friends except here at the forums.

............now thats a bit werid............
well u do have real friends somewhere prob.........

assassin
08-14-2009, 12:35 PM
............now thats a bit werid............
well u do have real friends somewhere prob.........

don't remind me how weird it is.

I've got one person who i even consider a friend here but we rarely see each other.

assassin
08-14-2009, 12:39 PM
after reading that now im depressed that was really sad:(

your welcome.

assassin
08-14-2009, 12:43 PM
I've been sad yeah and been through panic attacks and stuff and still really killing yourself is only proving how your just giving up on everything, doing that is selfish, you don't even care how it will effect those who love you

and the assassin original.

death is easy life is hard.

ppl who know me well know i hate the easy way out.

Spark
08-14-2009, 01:03 PM
suicide
it's about time i died
im sorry i lied
i have nothing left to hide
i want to take my life
stab myself with a knife
why won't i just put my life to an end
why won't my soul mend
a hole is in my heart
it would seem to be a work of art
in the devil's eyes
im am confessing my final lie
i don't enjoy myself
im losing my mental health
i want to end it all
i want to fall
but i can't make the final blow
why won't the bullet go
through my head
why can't i make myself dead
i must live my life
but i must stab myself with a knife
the torment in my soul
has made it as black as coal
i've fallin into the black
what is it i lack
why can't i be me
why can't ppl see
who i really am
i hate all of man
someone save my soul
someone plz fill the holes
drilled in my heart
because i don't know where to start

this poem is my life written in stone im truely trying to become happy but i don't know how. it's been to long since i've been happy.

i've got friends who care and a girl i love but i don't know why i want to die

oh and again POST HERE PLZ

hope you actualy dont do it

NinjaVanish
08-14-2009, 03:16 PM
:(assassin...i dont know what to say...just..please try to resist it cause i care about you man...i only know you over the forums but...id be........look id be really sad if you did that...

kzilla2000
08-14-2009, 03:35 PM
suicide
it's about time i died
im sorry i lied
i have nothing left to hide
i want to take my life
stab myself with a knife
why won't i just put my life to an end
why won't my soul mend
a hole is in my heart
it would seem to be a work of art
in the devil's eyes
im am confessing my final lie
i don't enjoy myself
im losing my mental health
i want to end it all
i want to fall
but i can't make the final blow
why won't the bullet go
through my head
why can't i make myself dead
i must live my life
but i must stab myself with a knife
the torment in my soul
has made it as black as coal
i've fallin into the black
what is it i lack
why can't i be me
why can't ppl see
who i really am
i hate all of man
someone save my soul
someone plz fill the holes
drilled in my heart
because i don't know where to start

this poem is my life written in stone im truely trying to become happy but i don't know how. it's been to long since i've been happy.

i've got friends who care and a girl i love but i don't know why i want to die

oh and again POST HERE PLZ
is this a poem or a rap? :???: ether way very sad :( btw dont die everyone finds happiness and im struggling and still finding happiness sadness and anxioty are fighting it but its always coming up on top what im trying to say is,dont kill your self if you indoubt find 1 thing that will make you happy.

Kyuubi<3
08-14-2009, 03:53 PM
Ok, buddy. YOU ARE AN AMAZING WRITER. Obviously you should be an author. And remember, no one ever said life was easy. They just said it'd be worth it.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so long in the first place."

Hockey Otaku
08-14-2009, 03:58 PM
I hope you're ok. That probably doesn't mean much from someone who you've never met, but, I really do hope you're ok, dude. Life will get better. I promise. Things always get worse before they get better.

SakuraGirl
08-14-2009, 07:37 PM
hope your okay, don,t worry everything works out

assassin
08-14-2009, 07:39 PM
Ok, buddy. YOU ARE AN AMAZING WRITER. Obviously you should be an author. And remember, no one ever said life was easy. They just said it'd be worth it.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so long in the first place."

it better be worth it or im gonna kill anyone who said that when i get to heaven and/or hell.

Kyuubi<3
08-15-2009, 06:55 AM
it better be worth it or im gonna kill anyone who said that when i get to heaven.

Haha, make sure you think on the bright side [:

jenny
08-16-2009, 06:34 AM
dude,u thnk ur life is bad. my sister keeps saying,when i die,she`ll come to my funeral,and be the only 1 there and will laugh. and,i have so much worse than tht

X__Sasuke__X
08-16-2009, 07:00 AM
I'm depressed and im just saying what i feel.

That's sad... I'm sorry dude. Hope you can get out of your depression.
I'm here to talk if you want to.
I am a girl, but please, no relationships.:(

mangagirl
08-16-2009, 07:01 AM
i want to cry!!!

jenny
08-16-2009, 08:29 AM
i want to cry!!!
yeah. and i want to die.

go figure

akatsukiLOVE
08-16-2009, 08:31 AM
2 words.....E..MO

jenny
08-16-2009, 08:32 AM
2 words.....E..MO
thts 1 word. and wats wrong w being emo?

itachifan100
08-16-2009, 08:36 AM
tooooooooooooo sad assassin,toooooooooooo sad:cry::cry:

Shkin
08-16-2009, 09:13 AM
nice poem. good writer. just don't jump to the other side. you're good and will find what's best for you. just hang on. =)

brooksey
08-16-2009, 10:34 AM
thts 1 word. and wats wrong w being emo?


everything, cutting yourself and that.

assassin
08-16-2009, 10:36 AM
everything, cutting yourself and that.

but i stab myself with tacks and leave them there for a while. you get a good amount of pain and it doesn't leave scars.

brooksey
08-16-2009, 10:37 AM
but why would you want to hurt yourself? That isn't good.

assassin
08-16-2009, 10:38 AM
but why would you want to hurt yourself? That isn't good.

I prefer pain.

Gamabunta
08-16-2009, 10:40 AM
This is exactly how I feel after eating McDonalds.

brooksey
08-16-2009, 10:42 AM
I prefer pain.


alrite then....

have fun stabbing yourself with tacks.

I would rather prefer to be happy then stab myself with household things

jenny
08-16-2009, 05:33 PM
alrite then....

have fun stabbing yourself with tacks.

I would rather prefer to be happy then stab myself with household things
i think he does to.

and,im emo,thnk u very much. and,emo guys are hot.

Ninja Pink
08-16-2009, 05:40 PM
This poem is very,very,very sad:(

jenny
08-16-2009, 07:12 PM
This poem is very,very,very sad:(
i dnt mean this in a bad or mean way. but.....

*sacasticly saying*really,ninja?

assassin
08-16-2009, 07:14 PM
i think he does to.

and,im emo,thnk u very much. and,emo guys are hot.

*hugs you*

jenny
08-16-2009, 07:18 PM
*hugs you*
*hugs back*

Kyuubi<3
08-17-2009, 06:35 AM
*hugs you*

*hugs back*

Awhh! XD

Ninja of Cao
08-17-2009, 01:10 PM
sounds like you are feeling the same pain as me. I dont know the reason I am alive. I am going to kill myself as soon as possible, and finally escape this pain.

jenny
08-17-2009, 03:27 PM
sounds like you are feeling the same pain as me. I dont know the reason I am alive. I am going to kill myself as soon as possible, and finally escape this pain.
yoo! wat the heck?! y r pplz steelin my thing? i have been tring/thinking of killing myself for lik wat? the last 12 yrs! not cool,pplz!

FujimotoErin
08-18-2009, 07:01 PM
There is always someone who loves you. Whether you want to believe it or not, it's true. If you died, someone would be sad. Trust me, I know how you feel. I used to have the same problem. Writing, listening to music, and doing things you like help... a lot. Try to think of the positives, and do things to keep your mind occupied. This is for anyone who has a problem for life. For anyone who wishes they didn't exist. Trust me, your life means something special, and that's why you're here. So don't hurt yourself because you hate life, think about how much you could do when your happy.

(un)Godly Hiroku
08-18-2009, 07:04 PM
dont kill urself
its useless
maybe after u die, u realive ur life or somethin?
theres no point becuz it might just get worst